Number 10

     I have finally reached chemo number ten, double digits if you will.  That is just crazy to think about.  Ten is soooo much.  I don't know how anyone can do more than 12! I think I might barely be able to make it, but one more than 12 would probably kill me, ha.  Each chemo lately in and of itself has been about the same, it's the after part that is changing.  I feel icky longer, and don't ever feel "good".  Even the day before chemo now.  My energy is drained and I just feel exhausted all the time!  Good thing there are only two more to go...good thing.  Every time I think about that it makes me feel better, to know it's almost over.  Whenever I think, gosh I'm sick of wearing a beanie, or goodness I don't feel good...only two more left.  By the end of THIS month I am done!! Hallelujah.  I even play little mind games with myself when two seems like too much, like- one more until I only have one left!  This is exciting stuff.
     My sisters went with me this time.  Katie, Emily and I hopped in the car and drove up to good old Huntsman to kill us some more cancer.  Clinic stop first to talk to the doc.  I visited with my nurse Mary as well about possibly working up at Huntsman!  It would be so fantastic to get a job up there, so here's hoping!  We went on down to infusion and met up with Carlee, then they put me to sleep...lovely.  Then we finished up, and I was out the door, so ready to be done.